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The GirlY

`ximin
`sweet15
`wilful/unreasonable
`stubborn
`daydreaming
`love stars to bits and pieces.
`music for life.
`beachlife.
`[Jesse McCartney]- just so you know.

-[detest]-
`hypocrites.
`nags.
`liers.
`backstabber.
`forced into doing things.


WishlistY

`to be widd him
`stop brooding over things i shouldnt
`change to b a better person
`get good results
`dun nneed to study
`a adiddas/puma bag
`e converse shoe
`clothes
`that op file
`more friends
`living a life of freedom



darlinksY

[[*WEFC*]]

abel
adeline
Andrew
daniel lim
daniel wong
emily
eric
joshua
jules
leonard
lucille
marcus.P
mervyn
pris
sulwyn
vera
weisheng
yongling
zeken

ximin's memories


*[[____ evgians (: `-//*

christina
gene
hazel
lianli
qunbo
wenkunn

*[[____ family (: `-//*

cliff[korkor]
douglas[korkor]
tengda[korkor]

*[[____ others (: `-//*

my friendster
G-cube..Rock on!

whisper goodbyeY




kick them awayY
July 2007
 August 2007


CREDITSY
designer sugar-starx
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`photoshop CS2

Monday, July 9, 2007

School today have been pretty much boring, lessons without breaks..

Totally forgot that its Sunday and I've got school today.. Was gaming till 3 plus then i realised "eh its Monday, crap.".. Was so tired in class and had a terrible headahce but i made it up by hanging around with Sarah and Belinda studying in MT room when they attended Jumpstart. Find it quite a good place to really settle down to study..Made target setting for Os today and I hope i'll really do well and reach my settings. My 14 points!

Anyway, PE today is nothing but torture.. Ms Gan made me do Standing Broad Jump like 10 times?! Hahas and i still didn't do well.=X Think i only enjoyed my day because i do not have any homework today=) But guess i never had homework any days because its always finished in class. Hahas=X Now i guess i hated recess and the period of free time i have while waiting for remedial to start?Just didn't like having free time in school bahs.. People, make me busy please. At least it'll help stop me from thinking of things i don't wish to. Trying freaking hard not to do so but i cant do it and thats the fact. Too sudden to be accepted. Aiyah, somepeople will never understand. Trying to overcome all those little silly thoughts i have. Too long to be list. Some things just don;t meant to be spoken eh?

Having plenty of thoughts running through my mind now.. But i don't wish to disclose it to anyone yet. Arggh.. Maybe i'll blog about it another day. Stupid things always happens when i don't have the time to sort out my thinkings. Maybe i am really too soft hearted.. Tried several times to try speak up my heart but i just can't do it! Just don't wish to hurt anyone else anymore. Being hurt alone is better than everyone getting hurt right? Sometimes the harder you try forgetting something the more you be thinking of it? Because you remind yourself to forget about it and so you are remind about it again. When a mistake it's being done it's being done. No matter how hard you try to forget or ignore about it, it's still there. Like a scar, it can't be removed.

*ximin
`don't try to show me ur F**king care and cancern because i know you don't mean it. And i DON'T NEED it at all. Put yourself in my shoe and you'll know what i'm thinking.

7:30 AM