.-Paradoxy-.

The GirlY

`ximin
`sweet15
`wilful/unreasonable
`stubborn
`daydreaming
`love stars to bits and pieces.
`music for life.
`beachlife.
`[Jesse McCartney]- just so you know.

-[detest]-
`hypocrites.
`nags.
`liers.
`backstabber.
`forced into doing things.

WishlistY

`to be widd him
`stop brooding over things i shouldnt
`change to b a better person
`get good results
`dun nneed to study
`a adiddas/puma bag
`e converse shoe
`clothes
`that op file
`more friends
`living a life of freedom

darlinksY

[[*WEFC*]]

abel
adeline
Andrew
daniel lim
daniel wong
emily
eric
joshua
jules
leonard
lucille
marcus.P
mervyn
pris
sulwyn
vera
weisheng
yongling
zeken

ximin's memories

*[[____ evgians (: `-//*

christina
gene
hazel
lianli
qunbo
wenkunn

*[[____ family (: `-//*

cliff[korkor]
douglas[korkor]
tengda[korkor]

*[[____ others (: `-//*

my friendster
G-cube..Rock on!

whisper goodbyeY

kick them awayY

July 2007
August 2007

CREDITSY

designer sugar-starx
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`photoshop CS2

Friday, July 13, 2007

轨迹

怎么隐藏我的悲伤失去你的地方
你的发香散的匆忙我已经跟不上

闭上眼睛还能看见你离去的痕迹
在月光下一直找寻那想念的身影

如果说分手是苦痛的起点
那在终点之前我愿意再爱一遍
想要对你说的不敢说的爱
会不会有人可以明白

我会发着呆然后忘记你接着紧紧闭上眼
想着那一天会有人代替让我不再想念你
我会发着呆然后微微笑接着紧紧闭上眼
又想了一遍你温柔的脸在我忘记之前

心里的眼泪模糊了视线你已快看不见

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Back to update after awhile. Hmmm.. Fell in love with this song since that day? Sound kinda true about how i'm feeling now. Hmm.. Anyway.. Plenty happened since June holiday started and I've never get the chance to sort my thinkings out.. Sometimes its really better not to know the truth i guess.. Since the other party don't seems to care? Shall pretend that I do not know anything. Ignorance is bliss=)
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Does people change without knowing it them self? Does it really matter to you that the ones around are changing and because of that you leave them completely and make a big din out of it? Not only so.. Do you have to go to the extend to push every little blame to the other party and not even bother to try to solve things peacefully and salvage the friendship you have had for years? Ever encounter a case whereby both parties feel that each other have changed and no longer who they used to be.. And because of the unwillingness to accept the fact and actually quarrel with with each other about it ? And it was somehow because of you the problem arise and they insist that it wasn't your fault when it obviously is. This have happen to me and i feel really really guilty about it. Not knowing what i can do now also.. Really hope they can become good friends again? For the fact that they have been good friends for 4 years.
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I don't know.. To me maintaining a friendship with another party needs plenty of time.. Theres a need to develop a mutual understanding between both parties and giving in no matter what happens.. Making them not to worry about your problems doesn't make things any better. It will only make the other party worry more for you .. Its okay if you feel you don't want to add to the burden your friend is already having and making yourself like a burden to them.. But again.. Shared happiness is double and shared sorrow is halved. It's not wrong to share your sorrows with another person. It helps alot better than you brood over the problem over and over again making yourself mentally and spiritually tired out..
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Enough of my craps.. I'll continue another day.. Anyway.. Went to the movies to watch [[ Harry Potter The Order Of The Phoenix ]] with Dabbie, Roy and Sarah today. Its so nice can.. but can't understand why there's a scene of kissing? It doesn't blend into the story lahs.. But overall it's not bad. Its a must watch movie=) Went to Mac to have dinner after the movie. Dab and Roy so gay can.. LOL. But overall had plenty of fun lahs=) Mommy don't allow me to go out that often anymore.. SIIANS! But she never ever meant what she say lahs.. So.. hahas! =X Okay lahs.. Very cranky today. Quite upset with certain things lately.. Hope can settle them as soon as possible..
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Lazy to blog lerhx.. Write more soon.
*ximin
`Words are better left unspoken.

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