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The GirlY

`ximin
`sweet15
`wilful/unreasonable
`stubborn
`daydreaming
`love stars to bits and pieces.
`music for life.
`beachlife.
`[Jesse McCartney]- just so you know.

-[detest]-
`hypocrites.
`nags.
`liers.
`backstabber.
`forced into doing things.


WishlistY

`to be widd him
`stop brooding over things i shouldnt
`change to b a better person
`get good results
`dun nneed to study
`a adiddas/puma bag
`e converse shoe
`clothes
`that op file
`more friends
`living a life of freedom



darlinksY

[[*WEFC*]]

abel
adeline
Andrew
daniel lim
daniel wong
emily
eric
joshua
jules
leonard
lucille
marcus.P
mervyn
pris
sulwyn
vera
weisheng
yongling
zeken

ximin's memories


*[[____ evgians (: `-//*

christina
gene
hazel
lianli
qunbo
wenkunn

*[[____ family (: `-//*

cliff[korkor]
douglas[korkor]
tengda[korkor]

*[[____ others (: `-//*

my friendster
G-cube..Rock on!

whisper goodbyeY




kick them awayY
July 2007
 August 2007


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Saturday, July 7, 2007

Back to blogging once again..
New blog new beginning.. So yupps=)
Had two other blogs before this one but none of them survive for very long.. Hope i can maintain this blog well=)
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Os coming in like less then 3 months.. And i've finally settle down to study. And yes, its finally.. Ximin has never been so hardworking like now. Maybe because she has been slacking too much for the past 3 and a half years and regretted. These past years, been wasting life away playing, getting into meaningless relationships and many more stuffs. And yupps, i'm going to start every thing anew and study hard for Os. It may sound a little ridiculous and what so ever, but its true. Really regretted not studying for so long and find myself having nothing but problems..

Life have been so meaningless the past few years. Not knowing what to do and stuff.. Been silly enough to try so hard to get into a relationship and find myself getting hurt instead..Quite ridiculous bahs..maybe just want someone to rely on. Guess i needed a true friend more than a boyfriend. Boyfriend leaves you but best friend don't.. Hmmm..don't sound very correct but neverming lahs..will come back to this topic again. Don't wanna talk so much about this in this post..

I also dunno what i wanna blog today..hahas.. Just typing out what i can think of while waiting for sarah to call me to discuss our plans for tomorrow. Oh ya, went running with ys today.. waited so long for her today lahs.. But had pretty much of fun hanging out with her.. Haven ran for the past 2 weeks. hahas, been getting on weight.=X my family and cousins kept complaining that i getting slimmer when i'm eating so much? Weirdos, maybe because i don't see them all the time and everytime i meet them it's just nice the time when i haven't eaten my meals. Anyway, went to the library to study after that. Didn't fulfill my task for the day because i was simply not in the mood to.. Okay lahs.. i tried really hard to stay focus and stuff.. But kept getting reminded about things thats happening around me the past weeks and really got on my nerves. Ah well, there's nothing i can do though. but guess I've had a fruitful day!=) thanks YS! muacks.=X

Hmmm.. School tomorrow. Dunno if i am ready for it or i'm still dreading school? Thoughts about whats gonna happen kinda scare me out.. Hahas.. Have got plenty of things to settle tomorrow. Homework, remedials , study plan and stuff. But guess thats the process of getting ready for Os bahs.. Not really ready to go to school tomorrow.. Hoping i can skip a day or two to sort my mind out but i guess time really don;t allow that.. Hope i won't be emo but happy in school tmr.. Trying to stay very cheerful you know=) [preventing pimples? It works.=X]

Guess brooding over things sometimes just don't help at all. But telling a friend or two will be quite encouraging but what happens if that person tells the whole world about it when it suppose to be a secret.. Hahas.. Time just don;t allow me to sort my thinkings out because Os are coming.. Guess i really got to hold on to and and leave it aside till Os it's over? Letting you go seems to be the hardest thing to do but i have got no choice. You FORCED me to. But i really got to thank you for certain things you done in my life, perhaps.

*ximin `guess some things just don't meant to be.. Its really true, when fate comes you fret, when fate goes you cry..

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